(This feature is part of TRUCK’s Theme Issue on the List or Catalog Poem. You can go HERE for an Index of the Participating Poets.)
from “I FORGOT LIGHT BURNS”
“What is to give light
must endure burning.”
—Victor E. Frankl
I forgot
I was a connoisseur of alleys—
I forgot
the glint from the fang of a wild boar as he lurked behind shadows in a land
where it only takes one domino to fall—
I forgot
how quickly civilization can disappear, as swiftly as the shoreline from an oil
spill birthed from a twist of the wrist by a drunk vomiting over the helm—
I forgot
grabbing at my fading dreams only to recall a vision of skyscrapers crumbling
from the slaps of iron balls—
*
I forgot
mangos, eaten before they ripened—they were savored with much salt and first
soaked in vinegar—
*
I forgot
a brother—
I forgot
the brother who gave me a rainbow trapped within enamel—
*
I forgot
the light burned and we never shaded our eyes—
*
I forgot
discovering the limited utility of calm seas—
I forgot
appreciating a delicadeza moonlight
as much as any long-haired maiden—
I forgot
the stance of cliffs meeting water—
*
I forgot
I was not an immigrant; I was simply myself who lacked control at how the world
formed outside the “Other” of me—
I forgot
learning to appreciate rust, and how it taught me bats operate through radar—
*****
Eileen R. Tabios
"I really think
you should title this poem 'Eileen R. Tabios'"
--Eileen R. Tabios
Eileen R. Tabios
Announced today
That her next book
Will be
5000 pages long.
In an unrelated
development
Eileen R. Tabios
Announced
That she has acquired
A major interest
In International
Harvester,
The only U.S. manufacturer
Of oversize-poetry
forklifts.
It was learned
Early today
That Eileen R. Tabios'
Book for the next year
Will be
13,000 pages long.
In an unrelated
development
Eileen R. Tabios
Announced
That she has acquired
San Francisco's famous
Coit Tower
Which she will turn
Into a library
Housing one large print
Version of her book.
It was learned
Early today
That Eileen R. Tabios
Has acquired large tracts
Of the Pacific Ocean
For an unknown purpose.
In an unrelated
development
Eileen R. Tabios
Announced
That the number of pages
Of her future books
Will be counted
In leagues and fathoms.
It was learned
Early today
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("I FORGOT LIGHT BURNS" is from I FORGOT LIGHT BURNS by Eileen R. Tabios (Moria Books, Chicago, 2015)
"Eileen R. Tabios" was first
published in The After-Death History of
My Mother by Sandy McIntosh (Marsh Hawk Press, New York, 2005)